i though i can, but i cant

i though i can , but i cant i cant put him down... i cant forget him... i cant get away from him... im so missing him... ya...i notice tht there will not been any chances to us.. ya...i know wat should i do... how stupid am i... i tot v still can together... i tot v still can go beach... i tot v still can go around the world... haha...i was waiting the magical moment tht time... haha...sure i will live happily... wish me happy always... muackx...for me...